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Tuesday, December 31st, 2013
10:06 pm


credit to acid_graphics
Saturday, August 16th, 2008
8:14 pm
an overcast kid i talked to passed away at the end of july from cancer and i found out today.

RIP Lizzie. you were such a nice person and you will be missed. i am glad you are not suffering anymore.
Monday, July 28th, 2008
2:53 pm

yesterday was freaking amazing. i miss it sooo much.

so i woke up at 8 because i couldn't sleep anymore. got to the venue around 12 and i had a shirt i made that i wanted them to sign. mom came with me as she loves david cook as well. started stalking to a girl about our love for cook and i ended up talking to jessica aka [info]basstronauty

we had talked earlier about the show on the rochester topic  and were like OMG I TALKED TO YOU!! hahaha. we were outside by this little corner on the street and to be honest it was a pain in the ass. then at 2 the guards were like "we are moving it inside" so i ran and hauled ass inside and got a spot by the rope they had up. michael johns came out first but it took a bit for him to come to us. david a came out next. then throughout the afternoon until 3:3o it was kristy, syesha, jason,chikezie and finally cook. 

i met archie first though and he was so cute haha. my mom was like "omg have you seen his eyes? he is going to get even more girls when he is 21!" i was dying haha. i got a pic with him though. kristy was next and she was nice. chikezie and jason were next then michael johns.  jason was like "rochester. rochester. gotta say it right. rochester." it was cute. for some reason we say it more like rahh-chester and he was like "i wanna saw row-chester" so he kept saying "rahh chester" over and over again. 

michael johns finally came by. first i gave him the wrong side of my shirt to sign. then i asked for a pic and it was like a dance for us to get a position for a pic and he was like "well aren't we a confused one today aren't we mate?" hah. thanks michael.

syesha was out and i loooved her beatles shirt omg haha. chikezie came back around and me and this one woman were looking down and we were talking and were like "is that david cook's signature on his shoes?" so i was like "chikezie is that david's signature on your shoes?" LOL he looked at me and smiled and was like "well, the story behind that is the nike factory wanted to make david a pair of shoes and they did. we are the same shoe size and he doesn't wear sneakers and i loooove sneakers so he told me i could have them but i said sure only if you sign them so he did and i loove them" hahahahaha chikezie.

i also had met these two cool canadian women who loved the davids. when david came out at 3:30 i was trying to get pics but no luck. then i ended up moving around a bit and was like crap i'll never get anything signed. so my canadian friend grabbed my shirt and threw it at him and he signed it lol. i managed to find my momn back at the middle-end of the line and was like gahhh lol. but soon he came to us and we were like omg!! he signed the back of my shirt where michael signed it. i was wearing the purple and silver bracelet and was like "aww we aren't bracelet twins!" then he put his wrist to mine and was like "awwwooohhh" and did a frowny face. i was lke =( and then i remembered my canadian friend asked me to get him to sign her notebook and i was like "wait! can you sign this?" and he gave me a face and was like "0_o i did." i looked and i was like "OH SORRY!" he was so fast i never saw him sign it. whoops :(

brooke came out and left same with ramiele and carly but i just got ramiele and was so tired of standing and hungry that i went home. plus i had to get my tickets.

for the show later that night i was in the lower section but right next to the stage so when the idols came to the side of the stage they were right by my face. i got some of them to wave at me and was like woo!

when david came out i lost it haha. i was a screaming nut and i refused to sit down. plus when he did "billie jean" i cried hahahaha.

what was surprising is that i loved everyone who performed. even the ones that i was like ehhh (mainly kristy and jason) were good and tolerable and i really enjoyed the whole show. i miss it so much =(

Wednesday, August 22nd, 2007
10:43 pm
hey friends!!

go here
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=6196068

and on the left if you look is a poll...look for my name (Lauren) and vote for me!! thanks!!! it helps me win stuff!



Thursday, August 16th, 2007
1:18 pm
Stolen from Renee! girlatarockshow

1. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.
2. Tag seven people to do the same.
3. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag whoever wants to do it.

I tag bandchick76 , alittlelullaby , xbrokensilentsxbl00dyvalentine, megankelly
and stacersz2704</div>
Wednesday, June 13th, 2007
12:22 am
12:22 am

it's officially my 19th birthday =)
Friday, March 30th, 2007
8:50 pm
testing

Sunday, March 25th, 2007
4:46 pm

So what am I not supposed to have an opinion
Should I be quiet just because I'm a woman
Call me a bitch cos I speak what's on my mind
Guess it's easier for you to swallow if I sat and smiled

When a female fires back
Suddenly the target don't know how to act
So he does what any little boy will do
Making up a few false rumors or two

That for sure is not a man to me
Slanderin' names for popularity
It's sad you only get your fame through controversy
But now it's time for me to come and give you more to say

This is for my girls all around the world
Who've come across a man who don't respect your worth
Thinking all women should be seen, not heard
So what do we do girls?
Shout louder!
Letting them know we're gonna stand our ground
Lift your hands high and wave them proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will, can't hold us down

Nobody can hold us down
Nobody can hold us down
Nobody can hold us down
Never can, never will

So what am I not supposed to say what I'm saying
Are you offended by the message I'm bringing
Call me whatever cos your words don't mean a thing
Guess you ain't even a man enough to handle what I sing

If you look back in history
It's a common double standard of society
The guy gets all the glory the more he can score
While the girl can do the same and yet you call her a whore

I don't understand why it's okay
The guy can get away with it & the girl gets named
All my ladies come together and make a change
Start a new beginning for us everybody sing

This is for my girls all around the world
Who've come across a man who don't respect your worth
Thinking all women should be seen, not heard
What do we do girls?
Shout louder!
Letting them know we're gonna stand our ground
Lift your hands high and wave 'em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will, can't hold us down


Check it - Here's something I just can't understand
If the guy have three girlsthen he's the man

He can either give us some head, sex her off
 
If the girl do the same, then she's a whore
But the table's about to turn
I'll bet my fame on it
Cats take my ideas and put their name on it
It's aiight though, you can't hold me down
I got to keep on movin'
To all my girls with a man who be tryin to mack
Do it right back to him and let that be that
You need to let him know that his game is whack
And Lil' Kim and Christina Aguilera got your back

But you're just a little boy
Think you're so cute, so coy
You must talk so big
To make up for small lil' things
So you're just a little boy
All you'll do is annoy
You must talk so big
To make up for small lil' things

This is for my girls...
This is for my girls all around the world
Who've come across a man who don't respect your worth
Thinking all women should be seen, not heard
So what do we do girls?
Shout out loud
Letting them know we're gonna stand our ground
Lift your hands high and wave 'em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will, can't hold us down

This is for my girls all around the world
Who've come across a man who don't respect your worth
Thinking all women should be seen, not heard
So what do we do girls?
Shout louder!
Letting them know we're gonna stand our ground
Lift your hands high and wave 'em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will, can't hold us down
Spread the word, can't hold us down

<333333333333

Sunday, February 18th, 2007
7:37 pm
aww fuck

my cell phone bill is messed up and i got charged extra. damn it

movie marathon coming up this week.

maybe a monroe piercing?

i got a new color stone for my nose. no more screw yesss.

9 days until rach comes home
2:35 am
i can't sleep

my sugar number is high and i feel like shit

i am thinking about my sister too much

and basically the guy i thought i liked told me he doesn't want to date as long as he lives....so i think i just got rejected at 2am.

it was expected...i didn't think i would go out with him or anything but man that kinda hurts that i know i don't have a chance in hell.

makes me wonder if i will have a chance with anyone anymore. i shouldn't say that. i have a feeling it will happen in.......years =/

i'm tired. and thirsty. and all my plans seem to be being cancelled on me

i should go to bed
Saturday, February 17th, 2007
12:54 am
its 1am but its 7am in paris....my sister should be landing there now. i hope everything is ok. it should be but i still care about her.


and my mom is at her friend's house and should be home soon...yes its 1am


dad is sleeping...has been for hours



yup. i'm lonely. i have a feeling next week is gonna be like this. dad will be sleeping or at work. mom WON'T be at friends but WILL be working all day then in bed


sister gone and then there is me.....no school, no homework, no job, nothing


my pants smell like clean laundry...the smell, jessica, and fob are helping me through the night


thanks jessica for being a great friend. can i be cheesy and say some stupid bfflzzzz thing?    friendz f0r lifeeeeeeeeee
hahahaha idk i need sleeeeep. =/
Thursday, February 15th, 2007
10:32 pm
I feel really sad

My sister is going away for 2 weeks on a school trip to France. 

Plus next week is feb break and i'm doing nothing. my mom and dad work 9-5 and i have no one to hang out with.


what the hell am i gonna do all week?
Wednesday, February 14th, 2007
9:17 pm
blah


today was ok. it was a snow day and we got over a foot of snow. but it took until 3pm for the school to realize it should close so that was a pain in the ass.

i got cards and chocolate from my parents, the only valentines i ever have

and my dog got stuck in a snowpile. it was pretty funny. he jumped off of the porch right into a snowpile. all you saw was his head and we just had to pick him up and bring him inside.

but at this moment i am kinda mad. my dad is on the couch snoring and im like dad just go to bed. "i'm tired i'm taking a nap." well go to fucking bed. "leave me the fuck alone"

*rolls eyes* i'm annoyed. just go to bed if you are tired then. ugh.

then 10 min later my dog bugs the shit out of him and wakes him up. yess! good girl!!

i don't want to go to art. it is frustrating the hell out of me. my teacher thinks i'm a fucking weirdo anyways. his example of art was a cat in a blender. and i wanted to draw a butterfly on a tombstone. and he gave me a look that i was weird? i don't think so. but "noo you can't quit. you fucking quit everything. you are just a quitter lauren."

"they say quitters never win" well you know what sometimes i don't give a fuck if quitting makes me happy. 

i don't even have all my materials for tomorrow because i couldn't go out and get them because of the fucking snowstorm. so i am going to have to try and get them tomorrow before class. fuck.

i'm done
Monday, February 12th, 2007
8:01 pm
a change maybe
today has actually been good

=)


my stress quiz was ok. i could have done better though

and the 3 girls i started talking to in my class well today we exchaned info and we are gonna get together for feb break =)

and even after my english class a guy walked me to my car! because he wanted to! =0

i can't wait until wed =) i want school. i don't want it to be closed. there is supposed to be 2 feet of school. so i don't know if it will be closed but who knows 


=)
12:21 am
it's funyy how people change.  actually it's not funny. it makes me depressed and sad and really upset

and how people you once thought were your friends change.


and how maybe you feel like you need to change to belong.


too much on my mind



Sunday, February 11th, 2007
8:16 pm
laundry and homework day

=/ whopee


oh and some 13 year old calling me ugly and saying i have a tiny head and a fat body.....................................*rolls eyes* whatever


i feel so bad for my sister. her winterguard team practices so hard and the judges don't seem to recognize it. they did the same as everyone else too. plus her teacher died and now she has to go to a funeral =(


4 days....4 days until school is out for winter break. 4 days until my sister leaves for france for 2 weeks. i'm gonna miss her. such a crappy time for her to leave with the funeral and all.


i hope this week is good for my sister's sake
12:58 am
=( 


not feeling too great about things


actually just really upset in general


i hope i get all my work done
Friday, February 9th, 2007
6:31 pm
good god today was drugs day



went to doctor because i couldn't hear and i am on drugs for that. got all my diabetes drugs. got new anxiety drugs. druuugs =/


ugh and i woke up this morning with my number being 420 so i threw up all morning. it finally went down only to go to 320 later in the afternoon. i think its down now bug i feel sick all day.



idk. this weekend i have to write a paper. and i'm alittle lost in math. and i actually did good in art.


=/
Wednesday, February 7th, 2007
11:11 pm
i feel calm for some reason. maybe my sugar is low haha but i actually feel like i am gonna pass out. when my sugar gets low and now i just feel tired and out of it. 
i need oj.


got a 63 on my math quiz  =/  fuck


god i HATE HATE HATE HATE xINFINITY ONLINE MATH HW/QUIZZES!

in class ones-fine. tests/book hw- fine. ONLINE- NONNONONOONONONONO


grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. the softwarre is shit and you can't work around it and it says answers are wrong when they are right. ugh. 


5 more class days until feb break

wish me luck in drawing.
Tuesday, February 6th, 2007
9:05 pm
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so much to do. so little time. i am go gogogogogogogoogogogogogogogogogogoogogogogogogo

no time to rest. no time to relax


to much to do. 63 on my math quiz eeeeks and art is =/ ekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk just god damn it


i always have a headache that wont go away. gee this sounds like yesterday

except that today the new fob cd came out. =0 finally

omg i feel as if there is no end. no beginning. let time stop
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